As everyone know..Today is 31/12/2008,the final day of 2008..In a few hours more 2009 will arrive..And I have a SADDEST story of the year,real story to share!
As usually..Woke up early 5.30am help my mum then rush to market(Big Market in Ipoh)..I'm helping my mum buy coconut juice..She wants RM10 coconut juice..And she gave me a lot of RM1 note..Then she go buy vegetables and I RAN..Yes!I mean I RAN~I'm not walking but RUNNING to just help her buy the RM10 coconut juice..When I reach the coconut juice stall and ordered it..Then I was "OH SHIT..Less RM1"..That time I didn't bring my pursue because I left it in the house..Then I told the Auntie I'll be back..I'm RAN the whole BIG MARKET again..But I still couldn't find my mum..I ran the WHOLE BIG MARKET about 5 or 6 time round..Still I can't find her..
Then I gave up and went back to the stall and told the Auntie I don't have enough money..Because my mum is the regular costumer so the Auntie gave me the cocnut juice and I RAN BACK TO THE CAR AGAIN!!My mum was waiting me outside the car coz I'm holding the car key..Then I ran to her, pass her the key..Then she shouted to me "WHAT TAKE YOU SO DAMN LONG??JUST BUY ME THE RM10 COCONUT JUICE TAKE YOU SO LONG??"..Then I replied "YOU GAVE ME NOT ENOUGH MONEY!"..Then she shut her mouth and open her pursue and gave me RM1 and RAN BACK TO THE STALL AGAIN!
Then once again I RAN BACK TO THE CAR..Jump in the car and she start SHOUTING,SCREAMING,SCOLDING me...She said "IF NOT ENOUGH MONEY MEANS YOU CAN BUY LESS RM1 COCONUT JUICE..YOU SUCH AN IDIOT!!OK..NEXT TIME YOU DON'T HAVE TO HELP ME BUY ANYTHING..I'M DOING EVERYTHING MYSELF...I SEE YOU LOOK LIKE THIS I FEEL SORRY!"
And I don't know why..I feel so depressed and sad..I feel what I did early in the morning is not worth it..I'm not sad because I'm running the whole market early in the morning but I feel sad coz she said me idiot and stupid..And I feel what I did is NOT WORTH IT~!I got think to buy less cocnut juice but afraid she need it...Then I try to find her and ask for the RM1..
Then she continue SHOUTING,SCREAMING,SCOLDING ME..She also said "FINE..NEXT TIME I WON'T ASK YOU TO BUY ANYTHING MORE..YOU LOOK AS IF YOU HELP ME BUY 100 STUFF..OK..NO NEXT TIME..I'LL REMEMBER THIS INCIDENT FOR REST OF MY LIFE..OK..I'M SORRY"
I don't know why?When she said "sorry" my tears running out like the waterfall...And I said"CAN YOU STOP SAYING IT?"..But she ignores me!



Today,this final day for 2008 is my worst day in my whole life..I feel like want to suicide that time..I was in the car and I feel like opening the door and jump out and let the next car hit me and DIE..I can't and don't have the courage to keep on living anymore!

By the way..I would like to wish other better luck people Happy New Year..And hope you won't have to go through a life like mine...
And I hope myself in 2009 will have a better and way better life to go through..OR ELSE I REALLY GONNA SUICIDE!

I went to Youtube today..And I found few DBSK UFO replies..
That's a message system with idols which only can be used in China and Korea ONLY...
And this make me SO JEALOUS with those manage to talk/chat with DBSK!
They talk as like they know each other and so intimately...
And no matter what you write to the idols must will reply!
I want to write to them too!
But that system do not work in MALAYSIA!
And I only can READ other people's message and make me Kyaaaa-ing all the way!
If you guys know any system like this also..CAN YOU TELL ME?
Please!
I'm dying of jealousy!
T^T...

DBSK!!!!Kyaaaaaaaa~
I WANT TO WRITE TO THEM TOO!
T^T~~
*cries out loud*

Labels: DBSK UFO replies TVXQ 동방신기 Hero JaeJoong

If you know..This is a recent post that I posted few days ago before my first cosplay in my life...It talks about how terrifying it is...But it's actually NOT AT ALL...

I just gotta edit this post so other youth won't feel terrify like how I feel before I cosplay it..

The cosplay event aka Comic Fiesta '08 was held in Sunway Convention Centre on 20th and 21st December 2008...Time between 11.00am till 7.00pm....

The hall is COMPLETEly full..And it's SSSOOO fun for me cause I have the opportunity to meet and know new people and know more bout other characters...

It's really fun...Everyone who is interested in Online Games and Anime or even you are a Otaku should try cosplay or visit these events...

P/s:-To those Team Himitsu member...I would like to say ARIGATOU and GOMEN-NASAI!

Labels: Comic Fiesta Cosplay 2008

Countdown for CF08:-10 days more....

I have no idea what happen to my dad suddenly 'explosion'....I was just downloading some stuff while listening to DBSK songs...I went to the kitchen where my father is...Wanna go toilet mah me...Suddenly he said with anger "Can you get rid of that computer?People use internet for research..and you are using it to listen to those 'noisy' song..."

I was like "What The?"....You call that as 'noisy'??*I was listening to Mirotic from DBSK*.....
And I'm thinking "When I really want to use the internet for research he either don't let me use or computer breakdown!!!Now I don't need it for research..So I use it for entertainment..."


AND YOU KNOW WHAT?????

He's using ME to RELEASE his TEMPERED....

Oh My God...

Sometimes I have no idea what is he scolding me for???I did no wrong....But maybe he thought I'm wrong?

I'm not blaming him or hating him...Just that I'm the only child in this family..No one I can talk to..So...Gotta post it here...No where else...

And just wanna say "OH MY GOD!WHO CAN SAVE ME FROM THIS 'DISASTER'?

P/s:-My mum is sleeping in the room due to tiredness working whole day long.....LOL...

Well..This event bring the memories back from the starting of school days till end of year 2008...We really do enjoy this event..Although me and my few friends were separatE class,we still love to enjoy 'sneaking' into their class to meet them..Wanna see what they doing?

From the left:-Chloe*the one doing peace*,Revi, Aswa, Shoba*aka SoapBar*Evelyn,Ashvin
In front from the left:-Renukha*our beloved discipline prefect *,Rachael...


One of the activities held is Exchange Present...I hate this activities because the present's value must more than RM5.00..*the hamper is for my class teacher who just gave birth to a cute little baby*


But I cheated...(I know I'm evil)...I gave 3 of my notebook from my collection and a nice bookmark which cost me RM3.50(But from physically,it looks like very cheap)..My friend got it and suddenly teacher required everyone to open their present and I was like "WHAT THE...."

And later my friend open the present and she start 'investigating' who is the one who gave that present..And she finally know is me..She ask me why I gave her that present..She said that I'm not fair..Other people get nice present but she got 3 notebooks and a bookmark...I'm wondering is it really that bad?Even myself getting a second-hand present...OMG!

~Konbawa/Annyeong Haseyo.. Lizzie-chan des..I'm a HUGE [GIANT] fan of Orange Range/KCB/DBSK/Super Junior.. If you like them too,message me at the Cbox and I'll link you!>.<.. If you are member of these band..YOU ARE GIANTLY WELCOME HERE..XDD

Annyeong haseyo~Chaw Ner 송 제 조온 imnida~
I'm 15 this year(DOB 3/3/1994) and I'm from Ipoh...
This year gonna face PMR but I wont hiatus!!XDD But unfortunately..I'm hiatus-ing now..T^T Orange Range & KCB-sama..I miss you!!*sobsob*

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