♥Sunday, October 18, 2009
Difference...,♥
I watched many videos today...
First I watched ON/OFF's
Fuuma No Kojirou Stageplay..
Is very nice..
Especially Kouu(Naoya-kun)and Shoryuu(Kazuya-kun)
At the quite beginning Kouu died masa lawan musuh..
Before he died he said "Shoryuu..Beware of the Yasha.."
and later later..
Shoryuu missed his brother..
He yelled out his onii-san..
"Onii-san..Where are you?I want to see you..Onii-san*cries*"
Kouu appear behind..
"Shoryuu..Dont be sad..Onii-san will always here to protect you forever"
At this part I cried..You can feel the brother-ship here..
Plus they are futago..
I hontoni hontoni wish I have a nii-san..
Kedo..I dont have..
I always see those people around me happy with their siblings I feel very envy..
Like Raku-chan nii onii-san bought a guitar for his ichi-niisan...
Makes me envy too...
If I really have a nii-san..I dont want to be strong..I want him to protect me..
I cant express my feeling with words..
I dont know how..
You have siblings..
You do everything with them you feel enjoy doing it..
And proud of them..
Like ON/OFF..
Two brother sings/acts/perform together...
Eventhough like Kit Yee always says
"You have me,your sister"
Demo..Eventhough..We are still just friends..
We just have the gelaran 'sister'...
We did not do everything together..
It's different..
Eventhough I have many friends..
Uncountable friends..
Many activities..
With oka-san and oto-san..
I still have the lonely-ness in me..
Everytime I scold by parents..
What I hope is there is someone on the spot could let me hug them and they will patpat me saying "Daijobu imoto-chan" and let me rely on..
*cries*
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