DBSK is love @ 2:47 AM

생일 축앟암닏아 영웅재중옵바....
Today is 26th January 2010...
A day that I'll never forget...

Do you still remember??The day we sang and dance Balloon together?

The day we Hug each other?

And the day you kill me with you SEXY body??

Can you show me again your cuteness??

and...

your laughter??

No more tears...

Always young...

Always with musics~??

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG...
After all the years of hard work,
with all the archives...
No matter what happen...
You still keep steady..

Although I cant be there with you on your birthday..
My spirit and my soul is always be with you,
by your side,
to go through all the tough and hard time...
because...

When we HUG each other..
I know YOU'RE MY DESTINY..
I NEVER LET GO you anymore...
because..
LOVE IS a JUMON..
THANKS TO your love...
I be able to see the RISING SUN..
. you are UNFORGETTABLE..
no matter WHATEVER THEY SAY..
i'm just going to say...
YOUR LOVE IS ALL I NEED...

I always pray to God..
To bless you and cares you more...
Hope you get all the best~
Away from injuries and sickness...

After the lawsuit case,
I know you may feel so down..
But I know..
That's just for temporary..
You'll up again..
And face all the coming challenges...

Remember...
You are always not alone..
Because Im here with you~
-Always Keep the Faith [Eternally]-

..:살앙해요:..



Hey!Hey!You people...
Have you ready your money $??
Because Break Out is out tomorrow...
I'm gonna grab my copy at the shops..
OMO..
Can't wait to watch them on the shows like MusicJapan
and..
See the name BreakOut-TVXQ in the first place of the Uricorn Chart..
Remember people..Must buy to support the boys!!

-Always Keep The Faith-

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I wonder how's Junsu oppa's Mozart Musical is going on??
So sad that I cant get my butt on the chairs at the place..
What a waste? I hope they can out a kind of like DVD...
I gonna get that back home~XDD
Besides the musical..
I'm worry bout himself too...
He got infected...
I'm so worry~

DBSK is love @ 5:59 AM

OK..This post is for me to Kyaaa....

After I watched Dating On Earth...

YOOCHUN OPPA!!!
You married with onnie??
nu ga geu reoh ge hae??
Aish..

And sudden you become so sexy..
You make me nosebleed..

And Junsu oppa..ChangMin oppa!!!
Kyaaaaa~
CCCUUUTTTEEEEE.......
Yunho oppa...You are the leader..
And you become a......
nerd???o.O

And then..Yoochun oppa...
You finally show you jumping kick again...
and beaten up all those who bully ChangMin oppa...
Actually..oppa...You should ask me to go along too...
I'll certainly NOT going to let go those people who bully DongBang members...
They bully you people is equals to bully my family members...

So far I watch until here..
Comment to be continue...

DanDan..Later I give you this videos ya~
If you havent watch/want it lah...

DBSK is love @ 1:08 AM

OK..I dont know why I took that topic...
Gomen-ne minna..
I didnt post anything this few days...
I'm quite busy though...
The sensei(s) give me dont know how many TONGs of homework...
Even the 'jadual kera rumah' system is on~

So...OK...
First thing first..

A few days back..
Because of something..I and Kit Yee quarreled and have not talk for 2 days...
Then later...
I came across my mind that tomorrow(that day was 19/1/2010)is her birthday..
Then I discuss with Aswa and LaLa about a warui plan from me...
(Dont ask me where I got this warui plan..It just came into my mind ALL OF A SUDDEN)
Then we all agree bout the plan and I in-charge to get the cake...

Then tomorrow...Once I arrive school...I go to the canteen and asked the pak cik to tumpang peti sejuk..When I enter the school time..Kit Yee's friend arrive at the same time with me..
You know lah the cake so big..
I afraid they saw the cake then tell Kit Yee bout it..
I was having trouble to hide the cake that time..
But then I still make it..

Kit Yee is still not talking to me...
And 3 of us pretend that we forgot about her birthday...
I know some of us really feel guilty on her by not wishing her...
And actually before recess..I havent finish one homework..I asked Aswa lend me her book but Aswa dont have that book..
Kit Yee said "I got the book..You want ar??"
Then I answer her WITHOUT looking at her "No Need..." then when to ask someone else for the book..
[I'm mean right??]
Nen no keikaku wo seiko sa seru tame..>0<

Then the class teacher asked someone to help her bring the broken chair to the back of school..
I pulled Aswa and LaLa to go so that we can plan our next step strategy...
My plan was like this:
I and Aswa once recess starts..We run down to the canteen and book a round table...
Then LaLa is in-charge to bring Kit Yee down after 3 minutes...

We did as we planned..
LaLa lied to Kit Yee said teacher wanna meet her in the canteen...
By the time then..I and Aswa light up the candles and etc..
OK..when we doing this..All looking at us..
I and Aswa merah padam liao..
One thing lagi geram which is..
Got a Form 1 girl(Indian) passed by and asked..
"Wah..Birthday cake..Whose birthday is it??
We are so busy..Want to come kacau somemore..
So Aswa just answer.."Our friend"
Simple isn't..Tell you more details also you dont know lah kan??
Then you know??
She asked.."Siapa??Apa nama??Kawan siapa??"
NANDA!!
We tell you she is Chin Kit Yee..
Will you know who??
Just waste our energy only..Feel like wanna strangle her only..
*sae ni naru*

Then LaLa bring Kit Yee down...
I and Aswa halang here and there..
I saw Kit Yee like see us from the teacher's place there..
I was like Dang..She saw it...

Then once we sempat light up the candles...She sampai..
*Fuih..Yokatta!*
She jumps in and we...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIT YEE!!

Then she starts to rolling tears and hug LaLa while sob-ing...
MISSHON SEIKO!!
watashi wa sono jikan ga manzoku shiteiru ~XDD

LaLa ate the strawberry and said very sanmi..But Kit Yee said
"No..That is the amai strawberry I ever had"
OMO...*kando*

Shiawase..Shiawase..Shiawase...
Kyaaa~
OK..Stop...

Then another one..
Today I the SEGAK for us..
We measure weight and height and something something melunjur...
I tall 2.7cm already!!*YOKATTA!!*
I used to be 154cm...
Now is 156.7cm~YOSH!!
But height increase..Weight also must increase..
I heavy liao..NOOOO...
Must keep fit..
Chotto!!Chinese New Year is coming..
YADAAAAAA.........
Haiz...
Ohya..My point for this case is..

After we all finish take height..
Mr.Param came..And asked Pn.Mashidah to check his height also..
HeHeHe...You know what is his height???
DongBang oppa all is taller..UeKyangKyang(Now I know where my this post topic come from)
177cm...
Mr.Param...If you baca this post..(I hope you dont)..Please dont kill me!!XDD

Eto...
Then I was voted as vice president for taekwondo club...
And Aichin as president!!
OMEDETOU!!
And then both of us..
Push LaLa up as Vice Secretary!!~Buwahahahaha~
Ganbateh-ne LaLa~
Dakara Minna...Watashi wa zettai ganbarimasu..
for the sake of members,senpai(s) and Junsu&Yoochun oppa!!
YOSH!!
Wish me luck!!

Then last Thursday..
I was not feeling well..
But still..
I went to the Japanese class...
with DanDan..
We went with my dad new Persona car..
(OMEDETOU OTO-SAN..Shiawase again..)...
And Gomen dandan..Because Im late~
But that was just a trial class..
I planned to go for the REAL class..
But still have to wait for my 2 shinyu~
Inside the class..I was SSOO tsumetai~
Like want to become Ice liao..
Then inside my dad's car also TSUMETAI...
My sick get worst till suara also takda..
Next two days..
Cannot go school..
Even drum class also cannot go~
T^T...

But Im fine now~

P/s:Alot of Japanese words in this post this post which is different from my previous post right?
Because I'm learning Japanese now..So want to try use this language much~
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu!!

DBSK is love @ 12:12 AM

HiHiHi~
Today is Thursday~
Whether DARN hot~

Today morning we have pendaftaran untuk unit beruniform dan kelab permainan...
We are using a new system..
No more like from the end of the hall run till in front and campak the borang into the respective boxes...
We are no using a method like...
Beratur dan jalan ke dataran..Then we go to the station of kelab that we wanna join and write name..
First come First serve basis...
They have limit also..
If the places finish you TERPAKSA go other club..
Yesterday I already kena..Cannot masuk Physcology Club anymore...
TERPAKSA masuk Moral Club..
I was so afraid if Taekwondo full then me gonna jump of the building but luckily tak full yet when I write coz Mr.Param recognize me...
And also Form 3 have new members..
YAY!!
So do Form 4 too actually..
You know who??
Let me tell you...

Today LaLa who wanted to continue her Kadet Remaja..
But teacher only give the priority to those who have full uniform(because this signifies they are the formal and active members)
LaLa who doesnt bought the full uniform dulu go and tell teacher she didnt have..
Padahal she can just tell teacher she have and then go outside to but the uniform...
So at last she cannot masuk Kadet Remaja back..
Even others like Girl Guide also the same..
Priority to those have full uniform...

Then you know??
I pujuk LaLa masuk Taekwondo and at the end..
She really masuk Taekwondo already~
BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

Now..Proved that..
I will see LaLa for 7 days in a weeek...
5 days meet in school..1 day meet in Taekwondo and 1 day in IT King..
Hahaha~
(LaLa-->You will no more missing me~Haha~)

So happy me..
LaLa in Taelwondo..YAY!!YAY!!YEAH!!YEAH!!
Hehehe~

OK..One more thing..
Dedicate to DanDan-->
Peei See said to me right..
Form 6 student only can join 3 clubs(I dont know which one)
So she told me that she cant join taekwondo back..
Now Im just worrying about you..
Later when you come back..Cannot join back Taekwondo means how~!*shinpai~*

Next-->
Today got Physic class again..
Thi stime is before rehat and after PJ..
I have make a plan which is after PJ..Straight bring baju tukar in toilet(without going back to the class)Then straight can go to the lab and chop in front place..
But because I was sweating..
I sat in front of the toilet just for a little while..
Then wait for LaLa..
Then we run to the lab..
But..
I still cant sit in front..*BAKA DAIYO!!!*

When I reached there..Kit Yee and Aswa was there liao..
They sat at the 2nd table..
I thought they have chop tempat for me..
But seems like they dont..
Kit Yeang and Ashvin sat beside them..(They came in just 3 second earlier than me)
Takkan you want me to go to them and said "This is my place..Go away"

So I dengan tidak puas hatinya sit back at the 3rd DARN place..
Then beside Kit Yee which is the tepi meja place who can fit 2 people..
Got one spot there..
First First I dont want to go to but then demi me who wanna belajar..
I went to sat beside her..
I saw LaLa who been left behind alone was so kinda mad..
I asked Kit Yee..
"Kit Yee..Why you dont even chop place for LaLa and me??"
Kit Yee: "I thought Aswa chopped for you"
Aswa: "Eh..You didnt tell me..I thought you chop for them"
Kit Yee: "You yang chop mah.."
@And it goes on~

Then teacher asked those who sit at the tepi meja moved to the tables because she dont want we back-facing her..
In front table got 2 more spot..but the 2 'wan-tan's go and sit..
WHAT LEFT FOR ME??

Is the DAMN(gotta used this word at last) 3rd table sit~
Fine..I sit there Kit Yee and Aswa also buat duh only..
I was freakingly mad that time..
Feel like scolding them already~

Then I control myself..
I told myself that I cant learn anything if Im in an angry mood..
So I try to control..
Because LaLa knows my eyes cant see..
She asked me to see her's..(Domo Arigato-na)
Besides that I concentrate 101%

Plus on..Thanks to DanDan(Domo Arigato senpai aka sensei~XD)
who teached me the standard form stuff that day..
I can very very the understand today's topic..
When teacher asked us to go out and write the answer for the given questions..
I volunteered myself..
Then Pn Anita asked my name..
Then I go jawab..Then I got a 'Very Good' from her...
(Hontoni Hontoni Hontoni Shiawase~)

Then when I talked to her..
She also like very friendly liao..
(Yokatta~)
Or maybe because she is in a good mood today??
She smile alot today~

GANBATE-NE!!!

Ohya..Beside Physics also got Chemistry today..
The 1st class today..
Pn Zauyah teach..
DanDan..What you said really true..
I and Kit Yee also cannot tahan liao..
Almost tertidur...Zzzzz....

Her English also..*gulp*
You know..
Saliva we pronounce 'slai,ver' right??
She pronounced 'sa,li,ver'..
I and Kit Yee almost laughed out..
But we tahan..

Then she make a hypothesis...
"If more fertilizer is used, a less yellow leave occur/appear"
Ah BoYa??Leave they occur or appear kah??
=.="

Then Kit Yee lagi funny...
Teacher talked about as a scientist must be honest..
Teacher gave an example..
"For an example like the student A,B,C,D..It asked which is the prettiest girl..Then I cant because I dont like this C girl..I go choose...."
Then Kit Yee fast campuk and said "B..."
Because she was the B girl...
Before this..teacher always mention 'A' girl pretty..'A' girl pretty..The 'A' is me lah kan~*perasan*
Then the whole class laugh~
sweat kan??
HaHa~

DBSK is love @ 7:09 AM

Finally I have new post from my own PC..
><"

Today,,
Consider as the first day we officially starts P&P...
But early in the morning already got problem~

We cant find the class key and we cant get in the class!!T^T...
Until need Encik Puzi bring all the screwdriver,playar, etc to buka pintu...=.="
He pull and pull the door as if like want to runtuhkan the pintu..

While we wait for him..Pn Santhi(my BI teacher) ask us to use the Makmal Form 6 first..
But luckily..Later the door berjaya dibuka by En. Puzi...

The after that is my Add Math lesson..Pn Noraini teach..Well..She doesnt waste time..She keep on teaching so that we wont left out any topics..But the way she teach..I shall say.."CUTE"..LOL~
She like little girl..*Dont Kill Me!!><"*

Then SV..No teacher..Then do homework...Then rehat...

Ohya..When rehat I and Kit Yee went to Ko-Op but books..Then I bump into Fazina..Then she says.."I have someting for you"..
That time I blur blur...
"Huh??For me??o.O"
*bring it out from the pocket*

KYAAA~~
It's JAEJOONG OPPA'S keychain..

I none stop shouting "CUTE..CUTE..CUTE"
*OK..that time everyone watching me!!>0<"*
I really love...None stop seeing it~

Then next is my Moral..Nothing special..Just teacher explain what we need to do for folio..
*DanDan..Last time I help you take picture..Now is your turn to take my picture..Haha~*

Then..
My Mod Maths!!
Oooooo....
Cik Hajar teach!!!
But actually..I dont hate her or dislike her..
Just that her teaching method..
You know how she teach??
She read out every line in the textbook...
Even those usually you see the front page of a chapter where you have the objectives/key point..
There got some examples..She go read that thing also...
I study for dont know how many years..None of my teacher will read that and she is the first one!=.="

And what she teach today is about the significant figures...
She teach until I think herself also pening sikit...
But somehow..She memang asked to teach me..So what I gotta do is to cope up with her teaching!T^T
(Ganbateh!!)

Then the final subject..
PHYSICS...
by Pn.Anita
But..Because of some problem..I went out the class late and end up I kinda late for her class and no place at the first and second table..I terpaksa seat at the 3rd table..ONLY me..Kit Yee and Lala sitting there!!Other all in front!!T^T..I dont like..

Plus on my eyes got problem..I cant even read..No..Should say SEE what is on the board..
Plus to those who got experience in her class...
She like to do the mind maps..So the writing will be small on the board..
Lagi I cannot read..
All I can see are a bunch of black lil' ants...
She asked us to salin the stuff on the board..
I was thinking..
"Oh..shit..Hopefully she dont come here"
Then I terpaksa bergantung on Kit Yee's note..I do according what's she writing...

Then she asked us to read together the definision of physical quantities..
I think Angela cant find where is that text so didnt read together and teacher spotted her and kinda 'wash' her...
Wow..This teacher memang cannot play play with...

Then she asked do together with us the derived quantities...
At first I got really really lost..
Because I cant see and hear(her voice kinda too soft...)-->Like nanny only...

Then at the end..I kinda like got back on track...
The last 3 question I be able to do it...
And the last one..When Im doing she is standing beside me...

Haiz...I wonder how can I be friend with her??
Like other teacher I just go salam and automatic they are my 'friend'..
But I dont think this work on her!!T^T

She kinda like have bad impression on me liao..
because I was kinda late for her class...
And one moment during the class she said "Be here on time..I dont hope to have any late comer in the future..And who are the late comers just now??"
*hand up*
"OK..Got it??"
*nodd nodd*

*cries out loud*

And then at home...
I always argue with my mum...
Almost 3 days liao...
She hor..
I dont know what to say...
Sometimes I feel like Im afraid of home...
Dont want to go home..

My mum is as if a PRESIDENT...
Every minute..no..second she also MUST..Got it??is a MUST fast...
Last Sunday..She came to fetch me from IT King...

She came earlier I think..But I was on the second floor using internet..Because I thought she will be late..Because the previous week..I waited them for 2 hours there..Sitting like an idiot...

Then Angela and Agnes went down..
Angela didnt recognize that's my mum till a teacher came and called me...
I naik kereta..
OK...Ambik kau..Cuci and Cuci and Cuci...
OK..This one..I kira as my fault lah...

Then when she fetch me back from school..
I wait for her in the hall as usual..
When I saw her arrived..I walked out..
I walk also fast because I know she cant even wait for me to WALK...
Plus..If I walked to big steps then my baju kurung punya sarung koyak loh...
I took around not more than 1 minute and once I buka pintu..
Not to say I got into the car,,
She already start shouting "Faster lah you..Like a fatty only..Want to cat walk somemore.."
o.O...
I already very fast liao how fast she wants more???
That word is only English Translation..
I chinese lagi sakit hati..
I feel like got millions of knives stabbing to my heart...
She wont know how pain that will be...
All she knows only..
"YOU MUST BE FAST NO MATTER YOU RUN TILL POKAI KE APA"

Then next case..
Because I consider masuk RK class...So the JPN need my details because all my exam marks will dipantau oleh mereka...
Then about study..Dont know why need parents pay slip..
I told my dad since last week..(teacher wants it today)
He said "OK..Tomorrow go buy the voucher book"
But he didnt do..Till today morning I asked them ..
They scold me..
"NOW ONLY YOU TELLING ME THIS"
"DONT HAVE AR..TELL TEACHER TOMORROW LAH"
I told them that teacher MUST have it on Monday which is today..They didnt do anything for me..I mana tau anything bout their gaji and etc??
That time when he told me that(with his eyes terbeliak like wanna eat me only) is at this stall at Wah Nam..
I was so upset plus freak out..On the spot..In the public..
I punched the wall...My hand bleeds..One tissue habis..


Lantak lah..I dont even bother about the wounds..
I always pujuk myself not to punch wall or do anything to hurt myself..
Because I still need my hands to play drum
and JaeJoong is one of my factors to keep on this prinsip...
But I cant stand it...I need to realize my feeling...
As you know..I m only child and I have no one to express myself...
I cant do anything...
Im so hopeless...
All I can do sometimes is watch and hear anything bout DBSK to membisukan all my pain...

My parents wont know...
They thought only they have all this problem..
Because they see me having all the good times..
They didnt see all my bad times..Because I cant even show them~
When I wanna show..Or I TER-show...
What I get as feedback is a one good scolding...

Hide in the room's corner and have a good cry is one best way~
other than DBSK method...

I hurt myself??
They dont even will ask why until 2 or 3 days later?!
I kena lecur..I already like give signals..She still wont get it..
What is the solution??
Hide at one corner and cry again...

Sometimes I think why do I come to this world??
And they have + and - answers..
If Im not here..They will be more freedom and less burden..
If Im here..Someone can look after them when they are old...
and because that I know DBSK and OR..
I cant differentiate which is the best answers?

Im sick of life...
I always come across my mind to end this up...
But I think back that they will be sad...
and I gonna miss my friends,DBSK,OR and everyone I know...
So I pull off this attempt...

I should stop here to prevent these tears continue rolling down..
If not..tomorrow my eyes sure swollen one~
So..
Till then~

DBSK is love @ 7:00 AM

DBSK is love @ 12:10 AM